the haves and have nots.
these past two weeks i have laughed. i have cried. i have slept. i have bartended. i have painted. i have bruises. i have scratches. i have hurt. i have been broke. i have loved. i have ignored. i have chatted. i have made many mistakes. i have regretted. i have enjoyed. i have shopped. i have wanted. i have given. i have biked. i have stayed awake all night. i have partied. i have rested. i have passed out. i have felt lonely. i have done nothing. i have felt loved. i have hugged. i have taken pictures. i have sweated. i have lost abandon. i have become wary. but i still have not found what i'm looking for.